Nothing about crafts today...

Instead I need to vent. My mom has chemo so I am home in Indiana for a few months, no big deal except I just found out my husband has to have surgery on his jaw on the 23rd of this month. WHY oh why can I not be in two places at once right now. He is all the way in Tennessee and I really want to be there even though he says he will be fine. They both need me and this was the dilemma I was worried about when I decided to get married and move away. I feel like no matter what choice I make I am letting someone down that needs me. I dont even have any siblings to help out with mom while I go take care of my husband and all our family is here in Indiana. Maybe his mom will drive down and help  my husband out for awhile since she is retiring this week. This has been a really bad year and I am sooo glad its almost over. I started the year out in March with an emergency surgery for crohns, Kyle had surgery in June for his ankle and then September comes and we find out my mom has cancer and now this... I mean really WTF. Scientist get on it and make a teleporting machine for me by the 22nd please.